things MUST do with you

There are things that I always wanted to do with you.. Plans by plans were made but since things weren't going so well between us, so I just keep holding it back in my mind.. So here it goes.. :D

1. Taking a long stroll along the beach

- We did went to the beach tapi untuk beli Kepsi :D

- Lagi best kalau berpeluang tengok matahari terbenam/terbit

2. Having a proper 3 course meal under the night sky

- The best part is that I'll be cooking!

3. Going to the places that we always wanted to go

- Oslo, Amsterdam, Scotland..

- Pergi sorang-sorang atau dengan orang lain tak dikira

4. Baking/cooking together

- Having a nice cup of tea after, while watching Binky being binky all by himself

5. Strolling down the 'memory lane'

- Pergi balik tempat-tempat kenangan kita

- Buat balik benda-benda yang pernah buat kita bahagia

- Having fun with our good old friends

6. Bermalasan di rumah

- Sambil tengok rancangan kegemaran kita/cerita baru

- Bertambah bahagia bila sambil tengok cerita, sambil makan makanan yang awak masak c(=

7. Going shopping for groceries, baby stuff, and other household things

- For our home and our own family

People keep asking me the same question: "Why waste your time getting hurt by someone, when there's someone else out there waiting to make you happy?" Well, I don't have the exact answer for that.. All I know is that, I can't be with someone else when the only thing that keep running on my mind is you.. Sampai nak buat kerja pun payah.. =_="

Tipulah kalau saya kata, saya tak keluar dengan orang lain, don't flirt around.. Awak lagi kenal saya kan? Tapi, saya memang tak boleh.. Ramai je yang saya jumpa lepas awak.. Tapi takkan sama dengan awak.. Ada yang sampai dah bawak saya jumpa keluarga dorang.. Tapi bila tiba masa untuk saya bawak dorang jumpa keluarga saya, saya tak boleh.. Banyak alasan dan penipuan demi penipuan yang dah saya reka.. Akhirnya, saya terpaksa berterus terang dengan mereka:

"Hati saya sudah ada yang punya.."

I thought I'd moved on long ago but I guess, I thought wrong.. You moved on before me.. Congrats, baby! =) Why the hell am I still waiting for you? Because you are worth waiting for.. Tapi jangan takut, jangan bimbang.. Saya takkan ganggu hubungan korang.. Buat masa ni, saya cuma perlukan kawan yang kenal saya luar dalam tanpa perlu cerita lagi dan lagi.. Sesi berkenalan dengan yang baru sudah lama berakhir.. Kini tiba masa untuk mengenang jasa dan pengorbanan mereka-mereka yang sudah terlalu lama bertakhta di hati.. c(=

Ps: Entri aku semakin buhsang kerana akhir-akhir ni kerap menaip ketika mamai dan tengah jiwa kacau juga.. Maafkan aku, pembaca-pembaca setia!

Pps: Pagi-pagi karang kena pergi KWSP tapi 6 pagi belum tidur lagi. =_=!