wooootwooootttt!

ngeeeeee~ :D kenapa saya sangat gumbira? kerana jumaat ini cuti~ hoyeah! hoyeahhh! let's partaaayyyyyy~~ haha.. oh, saya bukanlah peminat sukan bola sepak, malah bukan juga lalang yang tiba2 akan meminati sukan itu mengikut musim.. (saya adalah pemain hoki tegar) ;) tapi saya sangat suka akan cuti peristiwa begini rupa.. there's a lot i can do this friday for sure!

1. i can go and eat baskin robin (since it's 31st!) <-- super like!
2. i can go and eat meatball <-- since it's a holiday n hv so much time to spend
3. go for muvi(s) <-- marathon lagi kah? ;) *wink! winkk!*
4. searching for snow globe!!!
5. and more eating? :D

yeay me! (n yeay u too) :P

MOOD: tersangatlah hyper dan hepi.. waaahahahahaha~

ditanahkan.

pernah tak anda rasa macam nak kawen skarang jugak bila anda di'grounded' pada usia sebegini MUDA? if yes, welcome to the club. terasa sangat mahu mencarut2an serta memaki2an pada sang penyebab aku diperlakukan sebegini rupa. dasar pereport! mentang2 ko da belaki.. manyak busuk ati punya olang! kaw itu sgt shilake hokey? *sigh* =.=! byk aktiviti yg tepaksa aku tunda sbb alasan being grounded ini.. lemme list it down for u guys..

1. tableh nak gi treatment rambut
2. tableh nak gi makan sedap2 kat garden cafe, the curve
3. tableh nak celebr8 Xmas dgn kwn2 (tanak sgt pon sbnrnye)
4. tableh nak tgk muvi mlm2..
5. tableh nak gi deting da
6. ta dapat dwet blanje!

p/s: perkara paling penting telah diboldkan.. :D

rindu awak macam neraka.

cepat pulang pelis!! TT.TT

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menjejeh2 air mata cam niagara falls.. haha~ da la lately cuaca mendung je.. semendung hatiku kah? haha.. munguks! kt dlm opis terasa sgt sejuk! smpai kebas2 kaki ngan tangan.. cis! ta guna punya lemak! pegi kaw! *sambil menenyeh supaya lemak2 segera pergi* lemak byk tp xmembantu lgsg.. bek tayah ade camtu.. mencacatkan badan saja..

entri kali ni more to cam nak luah perasaan kt sumone tu.. sbb tanak+takot nak cakap face-to-face ngan dia pasal menda2 ni dah.. :S boleh kan? kalau ta boleh pon aku ta peduli sbb ini blog, aku yg punya! hahahahaha~ (sila guna intonasi jin dalam cite ahmad albab)

hmmm.. wer to start? *garu2 kapla* u said that, "ok..cam dlu la then.." tapi apa yg awk buat, xmenunjukkan ke arah itu pon? mmg la sy ckp sy xkesah awk nak wat ape pon as long as awk xtipu sy.. tp sy msg, awk tanak reply.. sy kol, awk xsuke.. kalo cani, bek tayah.. bukan sy xreti nak besyukur tapi dr sy stay cani+menyakitkan ati sniri, bek sy berambus jauh2 n xdtg lagi.. org keliling kate sy bodo sbb sy syg awk, padahal awk blh buat xtaw je kat sy.. da syg, nak wat cane.. sy pekakkan je telinga bila org mengata2.. :) bila sy ade pape nak ngadu, awk dah tade kat situ cam selalu.. lagi la sy betambah2 sedih sedangkan kawan2 awk yg len, awk ade mase nak dengar keluhan dorg.. awk saje nak torture sy ke ape? kalo awk btol2 tanak kat sy, awk ckp la tanak.. ini bkn caranye utk menghalau sy.. sbb sy ni bengap.. sedih cane pon sy, sy still tunggu awk, still ade utk awk.. bodo kan sy? sy cuba nak bg awk rase ape yg awk da buat kat sy.. sy buat2 cam tanak layan awk.. tp lepas tu, sy rase besalah sgt2.. sy carik awk blk.. sy ta sampai ati nak sktkan ati awk taw x?

sy cuba kua ngan org len, flirting around cam sy pnah wat dlu2.. tp xjadi.. mmg xkan blh.. sy ta blh nak ske kat dorg2 tu.. sy kua ngan dorg, tp still tingat kat awk.. mesti nak msg awk inform macam2.. (walaupon sy taw awk takkan peduli n reply) :D tapi, sampai ati awk, kan? awk buat sy jatuh syg kat awk, then awk blh slambe je juggle hati sy cam professional juggler.. btol la cinta ni cam sarkas.. haha~ :P sy taw ade byk ppuan nak kat awk.. n rite now pon awk ade tmpt nak menyemai kasih syg awk tu.. tp sy wat2 cam sy xtaw.. acting like u only had ur eyes on me.. nak tipu awk la konon2 kita tade masalah n sy ta kesah pape.. tapi hakikatnya, sy bukan tipu awk tp sy tipu diri sy sniri.. hahahahaha sgt pathetic kan? shame on me! :D

sampai hati awak kan? u asked for it at the 1st place.. :)

journey to the north.. :)

hanya dalam 1 wiken, aku telah jelajah 3 negeri.. hebatkan? tapi sumpah penat! changkat jering-sp-kuala perlis-taiping.. penat wooo.. melayan kerenah2 masyarakat setempat lagi.. sgt ta menang tangan hokey? apa yg bes pasal trip ni? first time kot sampai taiping.. what can i say about taiping? besh! ada zoo yg besar.. hahaha~ sbnrnye aku lagi tetarik dgn rupa+struktur bgnn kat sane.. mmg heritage abes ah.. *kagum2!* mase jenjalan merantau serata taiping tu, ktorg gi taman tasik yg femes tu.. ramai gle org kawen yg amek gamba kt ctu.. kawan aku kate, kat situ dulu ramai bapok.. sampai ade kes bapok mati dalam tasik tu sbb lari terjun dalam tasik time lari kena rush.. =.=! pastu gi makan mi udang kat kuala sepetang.. bes wooo~ nyumm nyummmm.. *keliuran* sejujurnya, 1 hari utk melawat taiping adalah sangat tidak mencukupi.. sempat pusing2 tgk tempat je.. utk explore, mmg ta dapat ah jack.. but still, puas! haha~

p/s: gamba? ilek! lupa nak bawak camera.. hp blh plak mati time2 cenggini.. da la cas xmasuk.. hampeh! =.=!

S T A L K E R.

sy ngaku sy suka tgk/ngendap2 page org lain esp bila sy admire dia.. tapi itu belum tahap stalk lg.. according to FreeDictionary.com, stalker is someone who intrudes on the privacy or property of another without permission. diulang WITHOUT PERMISSION. da kalo org tu da add kita kat fb, tagged, etc. bukan stalker da namenye.. org tu da bagi izin kot.. tapi sy cukup marah+bengang+mencarut2 bila org tu da la hack acc, pastu bila dpt taw yg xpatut2, nak men ugut2.. hey, sy tade privacy langsung ok?! sgt melampau bila sy anta msg kat sape, bila, sampai kandungan msg sy pon awk taw.. awk tade hak nak wat sy camtu! ni bukan takat sy tade my own space, ni sampai sy da tade life sy sniri selain dgn awk.. sy benci itu! #$%&!@ (mencarut di luar hati)

aaahhh pesetankan suma itu.

org kata sy gemok, sy xpenah peduli.. org kata sy maken tembam, pon sy ta kesah.. tapi bila sy nak jln pon ssh, sy jd gelisah.. hahaha~ tgk balik dalam cermin, wooohoooo~ perot da naik hokey? bila jln da rasa cam org men sumo! *dam! dam! dam!* begegar2 serata alam.. jgn salahkan sy kalau ada gempa kecil di tempat anda kerana sy juga ingin berjalan.. haha..

*demm!!!* (menyumpah dlm hati) :)

haha.. so wat if dats really me? u hv a problem with dat? huh? huhhh?! :P

practicality..

practicality? apakah? owh, actually i'm talking about my practical training.. (saje konon2 nak wat title gempak) :P ok, lets make it short.. saya sedang menjalani latihan industri selama dua bulan saya di perpustakaan a.k.a pusat dokumentasi kementerian pelajaran malaysia. (too short?) haha~

dan sepatutnya dan seharusnya kami berbakti kepada pusat yg kami ditempatkan itu sahaja tetapi ada org2 yg tertentu telah menggunakan atau mengerah tenaga kami demi kepentingan mereka sendiri tanpa rasa bersalah.. sehingga kerja2 kami tergendala..(y so formal?)

frankly speaking, aku sgt tak kesah utk berbakti kepada masyarakat n willing to do dat for free.. tp bila nampak sgt macam mengarah n bkn meminta tlg, aku jd cam nak ngamuk pun ade.. da la org2 yg sepatutnya buat kerja tu, dtg tgk pastu tanak tlg langsung! pulak tu bagi alasan, xreti nak susun.. dey! korg tu mak org (malah ada yg nenek org jua) xkan nak kemas2 barang pon xreti? sgt shilake hokey? ok enough talking, more pics pls. cz a picture is worth a thousand words.. (5pics = 5k words?) whaaaaat? my math isn't dat bad hokey?

buku2 yg telah dipunggah dari rak..

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dan harus disusun kembali ke atas rak..

tersangat penat! balik umah mesti lenguh2+sakit2 abes sendi dan otot.. :'( betambah penat bila mendapat tau ada individu yg mengadu domba dan mereka cerita utk menjatuhkan org lain + membodek pihak atasan supaya digemari.. oh, sangat karenah birokrasi!

menjadi perempuan *perghhhhh!*

hahahahahahahaha~ (gelak mintak penyepak) :D bukan apa.. cume kalo blh, aku nak gelak guling2 sampai puncak n patah balik umah masa memikirkan+menaip tajuk post ni.. aku anta fb msg kat kawan aku.. bukan apa.. da lame tak kontek dia (num fon pon da ilang).. aku tetgk dia+gf dia kat dalam iklan TMnet kot.. tapi yg penting iklan tu kat TV3 la.. pastu blh dia reply, "apsal la muke ko da laen sangat ni? ko da jadi popuan weh! da kawen ke? ;P " cam gampang kan? lahanat bet0l! ape selama ni aku bukan pompuan ke? kat kolej dulu lagi la.. aku siap pakai tudung kot.. penah sekali tu aku berlari pakai heels dari umah tingkat 15 tu semata2 nak kejar bas takot kena tinggal (lif rosak!).. sampai2 kat bwh, pening kejap.. siot je.. tapi siyesly, rindu gila kat kawan2 KPTM dulu.. ape la jadi kat dorg skang.. ramai aku dgr da keja.. ada gak yg smbg belaja.. jd org gak kan dorg ni.. bkn ape.. dulu time kat cls, copy bulat2 homework (esp stat, english ngan IT).. terasa cam kat skolah plak.. da la blok kolej horror gila! nek tgkt atas skali kat exam hall, tepi tu nampak cam lab kat spital.. tapi kalo tgk struktur bangunan tu, mmg nampak cam hospital pon.. da la time tu ada cite besiri "Kingdom Hospital" yg aku slalu nengok kat tv.. lagi la terasa seram sejuk (+sejuk ekon) nek atas tu..

oh! btw, hati aku da mulai tenang sejak dua menjak ni.. otak pun da kurg serabut.. so blh la aku fokus balik pada kerja2 aku.. di sini saya ingin mengucapkan ribuan terima kasih kepada keluarga serta rakan-rakan yang telah banyak membantu serta menyokong saya sama ada secara langsung atau tidak langsung.. sekian, terima kasih..(macam Acknowledgment esaimen tak?) huhu~ sengal kejap!

tersepit.

aku selalu tersepit tgh2 antara dua pilihan atau dua situasi atau dua pihak.. ni la yg org kate, "diluah mati mak, ditelan mati bapak.." last2 aku kemam smpai sudah.. smpai kembang menda tu kena air liur aku.. *iyek!* mmg ssh nak senangkan hati sume org, tp last2 aku yg tak senang ati cani.. dia tak pk ke aku syg dia? tak pk ke aku tak sggp nak menepikan dia dlm segala hal? nape la dia wat aku cani.. aku penat, aku serabut, aku tak larat.. tapi nape la asek tanye aku soalan yg same.. dan bila aku tanya, nak jawab dgn dingin.. hati aku risau, kepala aku runsing bila menda cani jadi tau x? sbb aku syg ko (aku ulang lg).. kalo tak syg, tade nye aku nak pk psl ko.. lantak le ape nak jd.. *sigh*

p/s: nak pecah da kepala ni. tlg aku, pls?

moved on..

well, it is time to move on n i guess i owedi moved on.. (rase2nye la) :P when i found out dat he'd done something that is so unacceptable, aku rase cam bengang gila! dah awak tu bodo, jangan nak bodo2kan orglain same! kantoi bodo2 je kot.. bangang! lenkali pakat2la, kawtim dulu ke.. mmg lawak ah.. bukti telah pun dihapuskan selepas itu.. konon tanak bagi kantoi dan mungkin beserta niat utk menjaga hati kedua2 belah pihak la kot.. nak jadi playboy sangat tapi tak reti cara.. haishhh.. mai menuntut ngan aku dulu.. (bajet hebat?) tapi takpe.. wa tadehal.. aku percaya ngan karma (do i hv to remind u again n again?) *sigh* like i said before, "we'll meet thousands of assholes before we found the right one."(Rayhanah, September 21, 2010) mgkn dia hanyalah one of the assholes.. who knows.. mgkn jugak pompuan tu bangga sbb dapat dia, aku tak salahkan pompuan tu sbb hanya orang2 yg bagus je blh jd pemenang.. dia patot berbangga la ngan kemenangan yg dia dpt tu.. tapi, terselit sedikit simpati di hati aku ni.. bukan apa, mgkn juga dia belum sedar yg dia turut diperbodohkan.. tapi tapela.. biarkan mereka hanyut dalam dunia mereka.. sebagai kakak, aku patut mengalah.. hahahahaha~ :D

end of the stupid puppy love story a.k.a cerita cinta hanjeng bodo..

skang bermula episod cerita yg lebih serious.. semalam aku mimpi.. 4 mimpi beturut2.. mimpi pelik2.. aku dapat merasakan yg aku mengigau sbb everytime aku tejage, aku terasa yg aku baru lepas meracau.. penat gila kot! rase macam weng je..

1st dream: aku mimpi lelangit aku tecabut (ngan gusi2 skali).. dalam pada tu aku berusaha gigih nak betulkan balik gusi+lelangit aku tu.. terasa cam pakai gigi palsu gila!

2nd dream: aku serta kawan2 sekalian gi jalan2..(1st dream, time tu cam otw g kat keta.. cam baru blk lepak minum camtu.. so maybe ni smbgn die) pastu kt tepi jln cam uptown camtu ade org jual exotic pets.. aku mmg tak ske ular!! (kes yg ery beli ular aritu masih *'tengiang2' kt mata aku)<-(*)ayat wani.. pastu dorg pakse2 aku suh pegang kate tak geli la ape la.. aku tetap ngan keputusan aku.. pastu sorg ni sua(hulur) ular tu kat aku.. aku lari, dia bantai kejar aku ngan ular tu..

3rd dream: gi open house kat banglo sape tah.. otw balik tu, aku tak ingat jalan.. tak pasal2 kena sound+maki hamun.. tensen aku.. time tejaga tu, rasa nak ngamuk pon ade..

4th dream: aku mimpi kami beramai2 pegi merompak 7E.. tanpa senjata, tanpa menyembunyikan identiti plus secara terang2an.. mmg cool gila ah! tapi bila aku recall balik, cam tade org pun yg jaga kat counter time merompak tu.. hmmm.. *wondering*

p/s: ada sape2 blh tlg tafsir mimpi aku tu?

jinx~

dua tiga menjak ni, aku rase cam malang gile.. mane taknye.. lepas satu, satu hal jadi.. baru2 ni barang hilang.. masalahnye bukan barang aku.. barang org yg aku pinjam.. tepakse la aku carik cuit utk ganti blk.. arrgggghhhh!!! mane la nak korek duit ni.. haishhh.. *sigh* kalau jual montot, agak2 laku tak? :D

owh, btw tadi aku bb.. carik barang sket.. ada la dua-tiga barang yg aku jumpe.. dan dah beli pon.. tapi barang yg aku nak sgt (dah carik selama bebulan2), takde plak.. siot ah! betambah bengang la aku.. last2 balik dengan hampa.. tapi takde la hampa sangat sbb ada cite disebalik tu.. hahahahahaha~ cani cite die.. lepas aku merayau2 di loyat sambil membeli barang, aku gi la pavi carik baju yg aku nak sgt tu.. b4 dat, aku gi makan dulu kat Carl's Jr.. (sbb teringin nak rase lembu punye pasal).. aku pun order la.. lepas da amek air, aku duduk kat meja.. sampai je order, aku tgk fries die.. aku order tuka fries ngan chilli cheese fries, tapi die bg fries biase.. aku pon gi la kaunter tuka.. da dpt ape aku nak, aku blk meja sambung makan.. da abes separuh fries tu aku sental, aku bukak kotak dpn aku.. dlm pada tu ada gak aku tepk, "sejak ble carl's jr bagi burger dlm kotak?".. lps aku bukak tu, aku baru sedar yg tu adalah chilli cheese fries yg aku order sblm tu.. *tepuk dahi!*.. aku pon pegi la balik kat kaunter cite mistake aku+pulangkan balik fries tu.. last2 mamat tu bg aku burger aku skali ngan fries2 tu skali.. end up, aku dpt 2 chilli cheese fries feveret aku+burger aku skali~ woohooooo~~ :D sape kate sikap clumsy+gelabah aku ni bawak nasib malang?? bek korg pk blk.. hahahahaha~ tapi sbnrnye, sifat aku tu la yg membawakan aku kepada kejadian pertama di perenggan pertama td.. :'(

p/s: adik aku kate, aku malang sangat sbb aku da pecahkan cermin kat bilik.. aaahhh.. kurafat+tahyul semua itu!

luv is a tactical game. :D

*wink! wink!* ;) aku cam nak gelak pun ade tgk hamster aku kat sebelah ni.. bg kuaci xputus2 die mkn.. mane la tak dem0k~ silap2 blh meletop pwot tu.. haishhhh.. !-_-

owh, bekenaan dgn title.. well, it is a tactical game cz u hv to know how to tackle ur opponent.. bg aku camtu la.. tak tawla btol ke tak.. tapi yg aku taw, menda2 ni mmg sgt leceh.. commitment tu sniri sgt leceh.. tapi kalo tak berani nak harung, takkan nak hidup sorg2 plak kan.. well, no pain no gain~~ :D

so after all and such, setelah membuat survey plus meminta pendapat org ramai, makanya telah sy menetapkan bahawa esok akan bermulanya perang dingin.. woooohooo~ mesti ade snow2 kan? btw, da nak winter ke? yela, bukan ape.. since bumi ni da menghadapi global warming, kalo aku isytihar perang dingin, kurang2 dingin la sket bumi ni~~ :P

hmmm.. tapi otak serabut gak nak menyudahkan esaimen yg melambak ni.. dgn presentation nye, test(is) nye, ngan submission of esaimens lg.. mmg ah blh meninggey.. da la lagi +-3minggu je lagi tinggal nak final.. hadoi..

otak: tlg la fokus.
minda+fikiran: tlg kembali ke tmpt asal.. jgn asek nak merayau je..
hati: tlg duk diam2. tetap sket pendirian tu..
fokus: meh sini nak tambat.. nanti ilang lagi..

!-_-

wake me up when september ends.

pls.. do wake me up when september ends.. sangat serabut, sangat tak tenteram, sangat marah, sangat bengang, sangat tak sabar dan semuanya sangatlah sangat.. *sigh* !-_- aku tau mmg sangat tak elok kalau asek mengeluh.. tapi tu je yg aku mampu nak buat buat masa ni.. he said he need his own time.. so i'm trying to give his own space to breathe.. tapi ni la yg jadi.. aku yg cam kucar kacir hidup.. maybe i should try to get a new hobby instead.. how to distract myself? pls help me cast my mind away from him~ pls!!! pretty pls~~~ :'( boleh tak sape2 tlg ajar cane nak hilangkan penyakit angau ni? serabut je menda2 cani.. *syuhh syyyuuhhhhhh!! tlg pegi!!* nape la die tak rase ape yg aku rase? susah kan jadi pompuan ni? emo lebih, perasaan pon nak lebih.. i think i'd better stop now before maken byk menda yg aku merapu tak tentu pasal.. sekian, selamat malam. :'(

mencabar atau tercabar?

title nak gempak je kan? ape ingat title buku/novel je ke blh gempak2? i want to have a cool title too~ :D huhu~ well, not much dat i could write right now.. tapi tiba2 ada sesuatu yg melintas di kotak fikiran.. "hidup ni sgt mencabar" but act, i'm not sure whether d life is really challenging or me who d one that challenged myself in my own life.. hmmm.. ayat tunggang tebalik kan? nak wat cane.. suka cakap tapii xpandai susun ayat.. jadi la cam aku ni.. haru biru (mungkin jugak haru hijau atau haru merah.. who knows) hidup ni.. *sigh*

tak kesah la.. pape pon i'm trying to enjoy d life that i'm living.. sounds lame aite? but dat's what i'm trying to do.. but i guess i'm doing things without thinking much.. or maybe i'll turn my life into sumkinda hell again? hmmmm.. *thinking+wondering*

bukannya aku tak boleh pk sniri.. silapnye jika anda pk sy ni sgt dependent. bila keadaan terdesak, aku blh jd berdikari.. cuma selama aku hidup kat atas muka bumi ni, aku terlalu berfikir yg aku sgt memerlukan org di sisi aku.. aku tak blh, tak cuba dan tak pernah nak cuba untuk hidup sendiri.. yela.. nanti aku nak cakap ngan sape.. aku ni da la suke pokpekpokpek.. nanti kalo duk sorg2, aku pokpekpokpek sorg2, xke org kate aku gila? *d'oh!*

tiba2 rase ngantok plak.. so i guess i'll continue later on this one.. enjoy reading anyway~ :)

another day of my life.

after all the hard works, pain, sacrifices and effort I've put into, now it comes to an end. i wish my life would be better soon. there's a wise man says, "we'll meet thousands of assholes before we found the right one." so i jez have to get along and go with the flow. meeting these assholes wasn't dat bad after all. it gives me the chance to know and understand people behavior. well, now i know why Allah created Heaven and Hell and there are levels in each of them. :D my mind hv been wandering around and often go astray. but now i'm back on track. thanx guys for all ur support and everything. guess i owe u guys a big one! *tunggu gaji ek?* hahahahaha~

btw, i've met a few new frens. n i had fun knowing 'em. but i guess it can never be compared to the old ones. well, "it takes a long time to create an old fren." n they called me "gila", "cacat", "terencat". selama aku ngan dorg aku da dgr several times da.. kalo makan taon, mgkn mmg akan termakbul doa dorg tu. *time kaseh ye kwn2!* >:( doa la bek2 sket.. ckpla cantik ke, kaya ke, hebat ke, kalo termakbul doa, xke korg gk yg dpt menumpang senang? haishhh.. :D

well, time's up. i hv to get back to work. *sigh* !-_- tapi masih lagi nekad utk menskip clz.. huhu~ esaimen je akan dihantar. ;)

fed up.

i'm trying so hard not to be damn -ve at dis early shiny day but i jez pissed off. i tried so hard to please him but he just cant see it. my mistakes always been brought up without considering things that i did to show my apologizes. n i think, i had enough. hati ni da penat. even salah die pon, aku je yg kena mengalah. i made mistakes n so did he. but how come i can forgive n forget n not him? i dun mind if he doesn't want to look after me, but i care for him.. last week, he was suspected for dengue n i asked him to go to d hospital for d follow up n he said that i'm annoying. if it is wrong for someone to care for her loved one, then i'm sorry. i didn't know that i shouldn't do dat.

nak webit!!!~~~ :D

oh! hahahaha~ sungguh lame tidak menjenguk dan merepek di blog sendiri.. huhu~ :D there's a stroy i wanna share.. semalam pegi IKEA besama Nihayah, mak, Hahn n Binky!!~~ went shopping for Nihayah's new house (and also return+exchange d faulty bulb I bought on the other day).. Sambil menghantar Binky went for grooming di Ikano.. for those who wanted to send their pets for grooming, The Pet Safari at Ikano is recommended. For more info, jez click the link of its website --> (http://www.thepetsafari.com.my/) For me it's quite cheap but this was my first time sending a pet for grooming.. it's a +-3 months old male rabbit.. they did the ear cleaning, nail clipping and also trim the paw fur (d dirty ones) plus they look after him for about 5 hours n it only cost RM20! okla kot.. tp Hahn kate, "org gunting rambut kat mamak pon xsampai 20heng.." kecohla lu!!~ lu potong rambut je.. ni siap grooming kot.. ceit! n since dat, i am soooooooo excited to buy a pet rabbit to be Binky's mate.. n i will name her Rico~ hahahahahaha~ so, sape2 ade jual or ade contact yg jual rabbit (bukan daging arnab hokey!), tlgla inform k? especially yg jual dgn harga berpatutan/murah.. kalo blh, nak la dwarf ke, angora ke.. sbnrnye tingin nak Holland Lop tp sgt mahal kot! :( gamba Binky akan diattach kemudian ok? nak gi curik2 amek gamba die dulu.. hehe~ :D

holiday?

ouh.. i wouldn't call this as a holiday, i suppose.. it's a HELLday!! hari2 menjadi bibik, mengemas bilik+rumah (someone else's mess!!!!) n hv to wash my sis's new house (alone! or maybe with hahn's help) tp still penat kot.. she's not going to do all d chores but keep babbling when people packed her things up (bungkus dlm plastik itam). i dun care! her stuff really hv to go out from this house!!~ muuuaaahahahahahahahahahaha~~~ >:D such a devil's laugh aite? but dat's me.. devil outside, angel inside~ (pasan!)

khamis nan permai (?!)

:) well, today is thursday.. the date? u can refer up there~ ade ura2 mengatakan result kua arini.. isk.. kecut perut aku cam mkn jeruk kelubi.. :* sem lepas terlalu byk menda yg jadi, terlalu byk esaimen yg kena wat, terlalu serabut perut+otak.. makanya, kite tunggu dan lihatla ape keputusan bg segala permasalahan itu ok? hahahahahahaha~

kalo arini kames, esok jumaat kn? jumaat pon hari yg aku tggu2.. nak balik!! brg2 dah half aku pack.. (excited gile kn?) huhu~ :D sebenarnye arini aku ade benda yg aku da plan nak wat.. tp akan aku rahsiakan sehinggalah perkara itu berlalu.. hahahahahaha~ :) (bgtau siap2, kantoi lah nanti~~) :P

blog block blog

setelah seberapa ketika tidak menyentuh papan kekunci untuk menaip di sini, hari ini bermulalah episod blog yang baru.. (nearly a week aite?) well, sepanjang seminggu tu, mmg macam2 benda yg terjadi.. normal lah.. dlm sehari or seminit pun blh jd macam2, inikan pulak seminggu..

apa yg aku nak cerita harini? pertama sekali pasal kazen aku kawen.. tak sangka kazen aku kawen ngan kakak kepada seorang kenalan aku.. oh! sungguh kecik dunia ni.. yg keduanya, masa aku "mengambil" cuti dari menulis di blog, aku ade jugak "bersiar2" di blog2 lain.. mcm2 ilmu dan pengetahuan yg dpt aku kutip sepanjang "perjalanan" aku tu.. salah satunya mengenai blogger cuba menjatuhkan sesama blogger, blogger yg tak blh menerima kutukan+kritikan daripada blogger yg lain.. hmmm.. macam2 yg terjadi kat dunia blog ni.. bagi aku, segala kutukan dan kritikan, mestilah diterima dgn hati dan fikiran yg terbuka.. mmgla tak semua yg org lain tegur tu betul dan tak semua jugak yg salah.. apa salahnya kalau kita muhasabah diri dan ambil masa utk berfikir? tak guna duit pun.. utk kebaikan diri sendiri dan bersama jugak.. bg aku jugak, kalo sorg je yg tegur perangai kita yg sebegitu rupa tak elok, mgkn die ada masalah dgn kita atau die yg bermasalah.. tp kalo dah ramai memperkatakan hal yg serupa, cuba selidik balik diri kita, berkemungkinan besar, kita yg bermasalah..

aku bukan nak berlagak menjadi baik kat sini.. tp ni utk renungan bersama.. bg aku, kalau seseorg tu nak menggelarkan diri sbg sahabat/kawan kpd individu yg lain, die mestilah berani menegur kesilapan yg sahabat/kawan die lakukan.. bkn dgn mendiamkan diri.. dan sbg org yg ditegur, kenalah terima dgn hati dan fikiran yg terbuka.. sbb benda tu utk kebaikan die jugak.. dan tlglah jgn sesekali menuduh org yg menegur tu dengki kat kite, sbb kalau betul die dengki, die tak kan ckp kat kite ttg keburukan kite tu tp dihebahkan kpd org lain.. jadi, renung2kanlah dan amalkan selagi tak menyelewengkan aqidah.. :)

p/s: this is a general topic/issue. siapa makan nasi, dia yang terasa kenyang. :D

a great weekend~ :D

hahahahahahaha~ :D setelah merehatkan diri selama 3 hari.. hmmm.. oh! btw, last saturday, i went to anep's convo.. sian plak nengok die cam tu.. da la jubah tu berat.. john anta ktorg then die lepak ngan kawan2 die.. so aku masuk la ngan sya.. oh! kat cni aku ade letak gamba time pegi konvo tu.. tp gamba yg last2 jela.. yg xde muka aku, xdela.. ;) credit to sya for d pics.. btw, time ni tgh ujan.. time snap2 ni ujan renyai2 so blh kontrol lg.. tp pstu ujan lebat gle!!~ belari2 sume org.. huhu~ =))

semalam niat nak carik suar utk anep tp last2, aku yg beli suar.. hahahahaha~ mmg la sgt jahanam.. siap dpt subsidi lg tu.. huhu~ :) oh! ktorg g kedai jual brg2 dr jepun.. cute2 brg die~ aku beli socks, pencil case n chopstik.. rm5 per item~ rambang mata gakla.. nsb bek anep lenguh+xlarat.. kalo x, mmg 7x tawaf la kedai tu.. (blh dpt hajah~) :D nt nak g ngan shera la.. shera kan ske menda2 camtu..

pop! pop! pop! *bunyi mercun*

another day of d poppy quizzy!!! otak sgt lemah+xbermaya.. rase cam nak tdo je.. pnt la.. smlm ptg tdo tp xilang penat pon.. bertambah2 penat adela.. ngan panas nye.. bgn2 peluh2+lekit2 badan.. erk!! mmg ah xselesa.. btw, i like my new body wash.. johnson's ph 5.5 yg warna purple tu.. not wif almond oil (oren).. bau die cam seronok+it's soap free! which won't "eat" my skin.. tp bau die cam "kaliang" pon ade kdg2~ :D kulit aku ni cepat sgt kering.. kena plak duk dlm ekon ari2.. sgt haru la.. dorg ckp aku xminum air secukupnya.. mungkin jgk tp mls gk asek nak minum air je.. nanti asek tekencing2 je.. penat gle nak berulang toilet.. da la toilet jauh gle.. aku ni kat msia.. toilet kt uganda.. kalo cicir bicir melanda tu, mmg sempat tekincit jela dlm suar~ :P esok ingt nak g loyat ah.. nak crk brg sket.. mintak2 la dpt duet lebih.. blh la aku "operate" baby aku tu.. sian die da lame tebiar camtu.. dgn virus melanda.. dun worry, baby.. nanti ami repair k? tp hp pon nak kena repair gk.. hmmmm.. xde ke sp2 yg bek ati nak belikan aku hp baru? ;) kalo mtk kat binky mmg xdpt la.. nt mesti die kate, "nak 3g ngan adik ah tu.." i've been avoiding A kot.. no worries, Binky.. i'll try my bes not to let u down.. k la.. nak smbg "study".. :D b4 dat, today's lunch kena beli sniri!! mane sempat nak g crk mkn!!~~ :'( do i really hv to let my stomach in great pain plus suffer without food? nooooooooooooooo!!!! (da terasa cam Chowder la plak) hahahahahahahaha~ da2.. nak off dlu.. :*

posto! posto!!

hahahahaha~ smlm aku xpost pape pon kan? mgkn sbb penat+xde mood+ngantok kot.. nape tah.. sgt terasa mok balit bha.. tp, kalo blh, aku nak blk after A blk umah.. mls nak jpe+teserempak ngan die da.. mmg akan sgt2 terasa awkwardnye.. rayhanah, breathe in, breathe out.. do forget about A.. cubalah untuk setia.. sbb nak mencuba utk setia la aku try to avoid from meeting A.. mane energy booster aku ni? teros ilang lesap.. lame xborak2 ngan die.. rindu la plak.. syg, cne ktk oh? sik rindu oh? ktk sik curang nak? jumaat ni terasa cam nak g shopping.. sbb tgh sale kn.. nak crk sua la.. yg ad ni pon da rambu2 kat kaki sua tu.. nak crk sua harga cani lg la.. tp nak crk style len.. btw, Binky siap tentukan syarat.. blh kalo die nak blanje aku tp ngan syarat.. die nak tgk performance aku dlu.. hahahahahahaha~ so i'm trying my bes to make my performance consistence+better~ :D

oh! btw, today got pop quiz.. we're divided onto 3 groups n start competing+asking+backfiring against each other.. da la kena study.. then kena create questions+answers to ask our opponent.. penat gkla nak study bagai.. ngan xbace nye, mmg sshla nak jwb soalan sume tu.. :<>

Nihayah n ayah are going to China end of this month.. (da nak end da pon kn?) just a few days more la.. so i hv to start doing my shopping list!~~ hahahahahaha~ (mcmla dorg nak beli..) aaahhh.. dorg xnak beli, bia aku yg beli sniri.. mcm ah kt msia xde jual.. huh! ingt aku heran? :P

presentation week

haisshhhh.. *yawn*~ i tot this kind of course wouldn't be having presentation n what not.. but me is so wrong!!~ we have lots of assignments n exercises to do instead.. sgt memenatkan! tapi nak wat cane.. demi sekeping cert, aku sanggup (+tepakse) gak meneruskan sisa2 hidup+cuti aku menyiapkan menda2 ni..

oh! btw, regarding d poster dat i promised to attach here earlier, there's some editing to do here n there.. so, nanti la ek? i try to make it possible tomorrow.. tonite, i still hv to prepare for tomorrow's presentation, which d topic is regarding Retouching.. so, kenala siapkan yg tu dulu k?

fyi, i watched Shrek last friday~~ kt wangsawalk ngan Binky~~ :) me is damn hepi!!~~ :D Binky sgt baik.. n sabtu pon kua ngan Binky lg.. we were searching for his pet's stuff.. neway, cite tu sgt besh!! me is giving 6 stars~ tp menci la Binky tu.. ske perli2.. if there's any romantic scene, mesti die ckp, "ske la tu?" jahat bt0l. :(

n i'm still wondering why A is keep asking me d same question over n over again.. it's not like he's going to marry me or had fallen for me.. die da ade gf kot.. + die syg gle kt gf die tu.. so wat is his prob? sdgkan die sniri cakap, "kite ni kena ikhlas bekawan.." makanya, ikhlas ke die bile tanye cmtu? hmmm.. ntahla.. me got no answer for dat since manusia ni mmg pelik2..

n b4 is start preparing for tomorrow's presentation, i'll continue watching Ep. 11 of You're Beautiful first~ hahahahahahaha~ mengong! k la.. pwot pon da kenyang, hati pon da suke, it's time for 2nd session of today's clz owedi.. so, c u later, alligator~ ;)

bejimba~ weeeeeeee~~~~ :D

tonite i'm going to watch Shrek Forever After~ yeay~~ setelah keciwa karena tidak dpt menonton Robin Hood+Ironman 2, now i can watch my fav muvi which is Shrek!!~ thanx Binky for willing to accompany me~ :*

oh! neway, i've been addicted to a Korean drama entitled You're Beautiful~ :D honestly, da dekat 2 sem Shera passed me dat muvi.. tp xde yg menjd pembakar semangat utk tgk cte tu, sy pon xtgkla.. hahahahaha~ camne sy blh terasa nak tgk? during d 3P course i was damn bored staying in my room alone.. so g la rayau2 umah dpn.. time sy smpai tu, they (Shera, Hawa, Fifi n M utk Malaysia :D) were watching that muvi.. so, sy pon joinla.. n ended up stuck to dat muvi n forgot d purpose i was there.. hahahahahahaha~ sgt mengong kan? oh! btw, everyone has chosen their idol in dat muvi.. Shera = Jeremy(d cutie+blur one), Mas = Hyung-nim(hero of d story), Hawa = Shin Woo(d cool one), Fifi=Manager Ma(d clumsy+funny one).. me? oh! i prefer "sumone" from d lead actors/actresses too.. siapa? Julliiiiiieeee~ if u haven't watch dis drama b4, d real name is Jolie.. but Jeremy called her Julliiieee coz she's Jeremy's sweetheart... (Shera, jgn jeles k?) Which one? Oh! She's da dog or should i say bitch? (bitch as for female dog! not d bitches u can simply found around u~ :D) hohohoho~

it's owedi 4.40.. xsabanye nak blk.. excited nak jumpe Binky jgk~ :D gatai hg no.. harap2 xujan la arini.. ke da ujan kt lua tu? duk dlm lab ni rase cam duk kat oversea!! (in terms of d coldness la) tp duk oversea pon xsejuk cani.. coz scientifically, bila udara tekepung (e.g.: dlm bilik) kesejukan die lebih berbanding udara kat luar.. in another word, 25degree Celcius in a room colder than 25degree outside.. blaja sains la plak kan? k la.. nak kemas2 brg dlu~

yeay!! it's friday~ :)

i'm very happy coz it's friday~ which means d weekend is coming.. *excited!!* oh! oh! i'm still considering about d pd trip.. nak g ke xnak ek? duit xde.. lgpon, xnak dituduh curang lg.. (erk?!) hurrmmmm.. how? how? y on earth am i repeating my words? btw, it's time for lunch owedi.. so, let me continue later k? may my stomach feel very happy today~ :D

hmmm.. hari ni sy lbh tenang berbanding hari2 yg lps.. neway, thanx 4 d advices peeps.. really appreciate 'em.. sbb ketenangan itulah aku menerima tugasan yg diberi ngan hati yg terbuka.. echewaahhh~ hmmmm.. :-? malas juak mok polah esaimen tok.. tp apakan daya.. ilmu yg diserap perlu diaplikasi.. hahahahahahaha~ =))

oh! btw, arini nak blk~ amek baby kat umah.. lots of assignment+practices to do.. tp cam agk mls sbb kena nek bas.. tp apakan daya.. itu je yg sy mampu.. nak beli MacBook xmampu.. hahahahahaha~ k la.. nak smbg fokus pd penerangan Kelvin.. :)

nama saya rain~ :D

it's raining heavily outside.. makanya tepakse menunggu sehingga hujan berhenti atau reda~ :( hari ini dalam sejarah di mana sy sungguh mengantuk semasa Kelvin memberi penerangan kat depan.. isk... mgkn sbb hujan kot~ :D abes num fon sy dial bg mengurangkan ngantuk..

oh, sy dlm mood yg sgt becampur baur skang ni.. mengantuk+malas+rajin+sakit ati+melayan ego+lack of luv? hahahahahahahaha~ btw, theme song of d day is Cinta Dalam Hati by Ungu.. hahahahahahahaha~ =)) LOL!!~~

Mungkin ini memang jalan takdirku

Mengagumi tanpa dicintai

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enjoy~ :D maw blk sudah.. nak tdo~~ -_-! zzZzZZz~~

global warming or world war?

i dun care if u wanna think dat u're hot but dun increase d global warming by making people "hot" by simply pointing fingers accusing people do these and that to u! who do u think u r smpai masyarakat sekeliling sebok nak memperkatakan tentang ko+memfitnah ko? huh! kalo artis ke, menteri ke, seronok la gak org nak sebar skandal.. ni muka xde la tahap miss universe, pangai xde la tahap Rasulullah and otak xde la sepandai Einstein smpai org nak bz body psl ko.. menyakitkan ati betol.. pastu nak belagak konon2 wanita lindungan kaabah+berhati suci la? fak yu!! aku xpenah kaco idup ko, ko jgn nak porak porandakan idup aku. aku xsentuh ko pon nasib bek. jgn smpai aku wat ko rase nyesal idup kat muka bumi ni. kalo berani sgt, mehla lawan one-on-one.. setakat nyorok blkg jantan ko tu blhla~ laki tu pon sgt bodo+buta smpai da xtaw nak beza baik buruk.

ok. puas memaki hamun.. people are unpredictable. dun simply pick a fight when u dun dare to bare d consequences.. neway, i do believe in karma. which is today u do good to people, tomorrow people will do something good to u back. n vice versa.. so i did try my best not to hurt people.. (if i did, i'm truly sorry or u just deserve it!~) tapi kalo blh, tlg la jgn semakkan otak aku yg sudah sedia ada semak ni ngan menda2 mepek+ngarut camni.. sgt serabot taw x? to have a healthy body, we need a healthy thoughts+mind and healthy heart plus eat healthy food and practice a healthy lifestyle.. da kalo duk busuk ati kat org, penuh syak wasangka, suka crk psl, mmg la xsehat.. plz dun drag me too into this "sick" situation. it only makes me sick!

another post for d day~

mesti ada yg tetanye2 mengapa aku begitu rajin mengupdate blog+menulis post yg berjela2 kn? well, i'm a fulltime stalker.. but then, here and rite now, i can't go stalking people around.. then d only thing i can do rite now is babbling, babbling and more babbling.. bak kate encik han, pokpekpokpek.. hmmm.. wut 2 say more? oh! today's exercices were cool~ but d only thing dat irritates me is sumone switched on d fan and d fan is rite above my head.. aircond+fan=dry eyes.. which also makes my contact lenses wanna popped out from my eyes!!! arrggghhhh!!~ sgt jahanam! siap kena flu tu.. mengong btol sp2 yg rase pns dlm Lab 8 skang ni.. oh! btw, it's time for me to take a nap owedi.. n munch something b4 dat.. :D well, i am budak DEMOK aite? so eating and sleeping is something that i luv to do everyday~ :D =)) ok.. gtg.. ~~~ so long~~~ :)

1,2,3, .......!

still counting d days.. mengharap cepatlah tamat ini kursus.. i wanna go for a vac!!! last time pegi pd, it was fun!!~ :D but then nothing much to talk about.. sightseeing, eating, more sightseeing, more eating.. (dat's all i guess..) pity me~ :'( but surely for d next trip, i wanna stay at Glory Beach Resort coz d view is awesome!!~ n they have rabbits too~ :) even though me scared to deep water but somehow by seeing the sea, the water, the ocean, the sand, the wave, gives me some sort of calm+comfort feelings that i couldn't imagine.. at 1st i was afraid+scared to stare deep beyond the sea.. but then suddenly it gives me a very colorful and wonderful feelings that i might say some sort it tells me 1000 stories that i could not tell.. hahahahahaha~ sgt bemadah pujangga~ but seriously, u guys should try doing that too.. n u'll know how it feels..

another scenery that could really cheer me up is from up high a mountain (or a hill or any highland could do).. standing on the top of the world and see the sun sets and rises really gives me the goosebumps but still makes me happy.. dekat pantai pon cantik jgk bila matahari terbenam+terbit.. cume keadaan die berbeza.. bila kita tgk dr atas, blh nmpk obviously yg matahari tu cam jatuh or bangkit dr bawah.. mmg sgt santek!!~

next thing i wanna do is sit under a running water (not a pipe water/shower) but under a waterfall or something.. sgt mendebarkan but it feels like the water pushes all ur probs and burden away from u.. huhhhhh~ that time i could breathe in relief.. (+ teinhale beberapa gelen air dlm hidung+mulut~) :D

monday blues. (or everyday blues?)

oh! terasa sgt malas.. kenak? coz it's monday!!! smlm sgt kelam kabut+agak stress.. Nihayah menggesa sy supaya cpt makanya sy sgt kelam kabut+tergesa2 mengemas brg.. as a result, byk brg sy yg keciciran+ketinggalan.. end up with empty stomach, felt uneasy, a bit stress and so forth.. dlm hati mmg berbakul2 makian yg kua.. (dun worry. mmg akan kua) smlm meluahkan rase hati smpai kul 2pagi then tros tdo.. tp sbb sgt pns, mmgla xselesa.. pnt bekalih.. oh! neway, arini anep nk tgk cte robin hood.. nak jooooiiiinnnnn!!!~ tp die g ngan john.. :( sedihnya.. kalo aku sniri nak g mmg tidak la.. xcukup kaki.. lgpon me got no transport.. nak harap abg rapid ah jemput.. tp bkn nak blagak konon2 sgt fragile but i always get heat stroke when i'm here in s.alam.. (even though singgah s.alam jap je anta brg for less than 15mins.) sgt hampeh kan? dat means, i dun belong here..(or wif sumone who stays here?) :D

hmmm.. today is Kelvin's 2nd clz n thank god i'm early today.. (shall i say very early?) but u know old proverb says that early bird catch the worm~ :( iyeeekkkk!! xnak ah cacing.. geli!!~ bgla nasik ke, roti telur ke, karipap ke.. seronok la gk.. haishhh.. siyes lapa.. (O.0) pssstt.. ade sp2 nak dermakan mknn x? derma kilat.. me is damn starving.. cam nak golek2 atas lantai pon ade ni.. sgt kegastrikan!!!~~ :'(

Another post. :D

Pagi tadi pon bgn awl jgk.. Mgkn sbb tdo awl kot.. (+ Nihayah ngamok2 kejot suh anta mak gi Kepong) What am I going to do today? Hmmmm.. Pack my stuff, buy some food, balik Puncak, study.. Oh! What a life! Bila la sy nak bejimba.. Trying to ease the pain and release the tensions inside.. Waaaahh ayat! Hahahahaha~ :D Teringin nak makan Nando's la.. Ada sapa2 tingin nak blanje? ;) Alamak! Kena gi Mydin plak.. Hahahahaha~ Biase la.. Name plak bibik+supir+tukang kebun+baby sitter+sume2 la jawatan yg ade.. :D

tdo.tdo.tdo

jez woke up from a nightmare! kenak nya kol mek sdg mek enak dibuai mimpi tok? trus perasaan ini becampur baur.. sgt sedih~ :( owait.. enough wif all d feelings nonsense..

Oh! Actually I would like to talk about my mum.. Die sgt menggesaku supaya kawen dgn alasan Nihayah (my older sis) is getting married this November.. So ape kena ngena? Cheit! Alasan yg sgt tidak blh diterima.. Die tak taw ke anak die yg ni xlaku pon? Hmmm.. But thank god my dad is on my side.. He suggested that I should continue my study and try to grab a Master.. I agree with him.. Tapi terasa cam malas nak belajar da pon ade.. Haishhh.. :D So, sementara nak abeskan Master and what not, I still have plenty of time to wait for my so called Prince Charming to come with his handsome white horse~ :) Zaman bila tah nak ade camtu.. Huhu~ Umur da masuk 23 tp still berangan cam budak2! Ape? Ingat dak kecik je boleh berangan ke? Patutnya dak kecik la xleh nak berangan nak kawen bagai.. Ape da kecik2 da berangan nak kawen bagai.. Gatai btoi!

sesak nafas.

"u took my heart away.. when my whole world was great.. u gave me everything and a little bit more~ " [u took my heart away by MLTR]


oh! just by looking at ur pic, it makes my heart melt~ :D mish all d moments wif u.. every min and every sec.. mengapa aku berkelakuan sebegini rupa? bgn2 tdo mamai kot.. hahahahahaha~ well, i am unpredictable aite? lapa but on strike so tepaksa menahan nafsu.. sgt mengong kan? nak wat cane.. nak puas kan ati sniri mmg payah.. eh! lupa plak.. tgh nak jemur baju td.. nanti mak bising plak~ brb~ :D

karakter or kerek gile?! (0.o)

According to Dictionary.com, character means the aggregate of features and traits that form the individual nature of some person or thing. I love being surrounded by people with "characters" so that I could learn more from them. However, for those who thought that they have characters but actually they don't who irritates me the most! I respect individual with a character because he/she should be idolized and admired due to their detemination, power of their mental and what not. Tapi bila org tu assume dia ade karakter yg menyebabkan die tak takut ngan sape2 pon, that is sooo going to give u a headache+heartache! (*.*!)

p/s: awak itu sangat kerek hokey?