a great weekend~ :D

hahahahahahaha~ :D setelah merehatkan diri selama 3 hari.. hmmm.. oh! btw, last saturday, i went to anep's convo.. sian plak nengok die cam tu.. da la jubah tu berat.. john anta ktorg then die lepak ngan kawan2 die.. so aku masuk la ngan sya.. oh! kat cni aku ade letak gamba time pegi konvo tu.. tp gamba yg last2 jela.. yg xde muka aku, xdela.. ;) credit to sya for d pics.. btw, time ni tgh ujan.. time snap2 ni ujan renyai2 so blh kontrol lg.. tp pstu ujan lebat gle!!~ belari2 sume org.. huhu~ =))

semalam niat nak carik suar utk anep tp last2, aku yg beli suar.. hahahahaha~ mmg la sgt jahanam.. siap dpt subsidi lg tu.. huhu~ :) oh! ktorg g kedai jual brg2 dr jepun.. cute2 brg die~ aku beli socks, pencil case n chopstik.. rm5 per item~ rambang mata gakla.. nsb bek anep lenguh+xlarat.. kalo x, mmg 7x tawaf la kedai tu.. (blh dpt hajah~) :D nt nak g ngan shera la.. shera kan ske menda2 camtu..

pop! pop! pop! *bunyi mercun*

another day of d poppy quizzy!!! otak sgt lemah+xbermaya.. rase cam nak tdo je.. pnt la.. smlm ptg tdo tp xilang penat pon.. bertambah2 penat adela.. ngan panas nye.. bgn2 peluh2+lekit2 badan.. erk!! mmg ah xselesa.. btw, i like my new body wash.. johnson's ph 5.5 yg warna purple tu.. not wif almond oil (oren).. bau die cam seronok+it's soap free! which won't "eat" my skin.. tp bau die cam "kaliang" pon ade kdg2~ :D kulit aku ni cepat sgt kering.. kena plak duk dlm ekon ari2.. sgt haru la.. dorg ckp aku xminum air secukupnya.. mungkin jgk tp mls gk asek nak minum air je.. nanti asek tekencing2 je.. penat gle nak berulang toilet.. da la toilet jauh gle.. aku ni kat msia.. toilet kt uganda.. kalo cicir bicir melanda tu, mmg sempat tekincit jela dlm suar~ :P esok ingt nak g loyat ah.. nak crk brg sket.. mintak2 la dpt duet lebih.. blh la aku "operate" baby aku tu.. sian die da lame tebiar camtu.. dgn virus melanda.. dun worry, baby.. nanti ami repair k? tp hp pon nak kena repair gk.. hmmmm.. xde ke sp2 yg bek ati nak belikan aku hp baru? ;) kalo mtk kat binky mmg xdpt la.. nt mesti die kate, "nak 3g ngan adik ah tu.." i've been avoiding A kot.. no worries, Binky.. i'll try my bes not to let u down.. k la.. nak smbg "study".. :D b4 dat, today's lunch kena beli sniri!! mane sempat nak g crk mkn!!~~ :'( do i really hv to let my stomach in great pain plus suffer without food? nooooooooooooooo!!!! (da terasa cam Chowder la plak) hahahahahahahaha~ da2.. nak off dlu.. :*

posto! posto!!

hahahahaha~ smlm aku xpost pape pon kan? mgkn sbb penat+xde mood+ngantok kot.. nape tah.. sgt terasa mok balit bha.. tp, kalo blh, aku nak blk after A blk umah.. mls nak jpe+teserempak ngan die da.. mmg akan sgt2 terasa awkwardnye.. rayhanah, breathe in, breathe out.. do forget about A.. cubalah untuk setia.. sbb nak mencuba utk setia la aku try to avoid from meeting A.. mane energy booster aku ni? teros ilang lesap.. lame xborak2 ngan die.. rindu la plak.. syg, cne ktk oh? sik rindu oh? ktk sik curang nak? jumaat ni terasa cam nak g shopping.. sbb tgh sale kn.. nak crk sua la.. yg ad ni pon da rambu2 kat kaki sua tu.. nak crk sua harga cani lg la.. tp nak crk style len.. btw, Binky siap tentukan syarat.. blh kalo die nak blanje aku tp ngan syarat.. die nak tgk performance aku dlu.. hahahahahahaha~ so i'm trying my bes to make my performance consistence+better~ :D

oh! btw, today got pop quiz.. we're divided onto 3 groups n start competing+asking+backfiring against each other.. da la kena study.. then kena create questions+answers to ask our opponent.. penat gkla nak study bagai.. ngan xbace nye, mmg sshla nak jwb soalan sume tu.. :<>

Nihayah n ayah are going to China end of this month.. (da nak end da pon kn?) just a few days more la.. so i hv to start doing my shopping list!~~ hahahahahaha~ (mcmla dorg nak beli..) aaahhh.. dorg xnak beli, bia aku yg beli sniri.. mcm ah kt msia xde jual.. huh! ingt aku heran? :P

presentation week

haisshhhh.. *yawn*~ i tot this kind of course wouldn't be having presentation n what not.. but me is so wrong!!~ we have lots of assignments n exercises to do instead.. sgt memenatkan! tapi nak wat cane.. demi sekeping cert, aku sanggup (+tepakse) gak meneruskan sisa2 hidup+cuti aku menyiapkan menda2 ni..

oh! btw, regarding d poster dat i promised to attach here earlier, there's some editing to do here n there.. so, nanti la ek? i try to make it possible tomorrow.. tonite, i still hv to prepare for tomorrow's presentation, which d topic is regarding Retouching.. so, kenala siapkan yg tu dulu k?

fyi, i watched Shrek last friday~~ kt wangsawalk ngan Binky~~ :) me is damn hepi!!~~ :D Binky sgt baik.. n sabtu pon kua ngan Binky lg.. we were searching for his pet's stuff.. neway, cite tu sgt besh!! me is giving 6 stars~ tp menci la Binky tu.. ske perli2.. if there's any romantic scene, mesti die ckp, "ske la tu?" jahat bt0l. :(

n i'm still wondering why A is keep asking me d same question over n over again.. it's not like he's going to marry me or had fallen for me.. die da ade gf kot.. + die syg gle kt gf die tu.. so wat is his prob? sdgkan die sniri cakap, "kite ni kena ikhlas bekawan.." makanya, ikhlas ke die bile tanye cmtu? hmmm.. ntahla.. me got no answer for dat since manusia ni mmg pelik2..

n b4 is start preparing for tomorrow's presentation, i'll continue watching Ep. 11 of You're Beautiful first~ hahahahahahaha~ mengong! k la.. pwot pon da kenyang, hati pon da suke, it's time for 2nd session of today's clz owedi.. so, c u later, alligator~ ;)

bejimba~ weeeeeeee~~~~ :D

tonite i'm going to watch Shrek Forever After~ yeay~~ setelah keciwa karena tidak dpt menonton Robin Hood+Ironman 2, now i can watch my fav muvi which is Shrek!!~ thanx Binky for willing to accompany me~ :*

oh! neway, i've been addicted to a Korean drama entitled You're Beautiful~ :D honestly, da dekat 2 sem Shera passed me dat muvi.. tp xde yg menjd pembakar semangat utk tgk cte tu, sy pon xtgkla.. hahahahaha~ camne sy blh terasa nak tgk? during d 3P course i was damn bored staying in my room alone.. so g la rayau2 umah dpn.. time sy smpai tu, they (Shera, Hawa, Fifi n M utk Malaysia :D) were watching that muvi.. so, sy pon joinla.. n ended up stuck to dat muvi n forgot d purpose i was there.. hahahahahahaha~ sgt mengong kan? oh! btw, everyone has chosen their idol in dat muvi.. Shera = Jeremy(d cutie+blur one), Mas = Hyung-nim(hero of d story), Hawa = Shin Woo(d cool one), Fifi=Manager Ma(d clumsy+funny one).. me? oh! i prefer "sumone" from d lead actors/actresses too.. siapa? Julliiiiiieeee~ if u haven't watch dis drama b4, d real name is Jolie.. but Jeremy called her Julliiieee coz she's Jeremy's sweetheart... (Shera, jgn jeles k?) Which one? Oh! She's da dog or should i say bitch? (bitch as for female dog! not d bitches u can simply found around u~ :D) hohohoho~

it's owedi 4.40.. xsabanye nak blk.. excited nak jumpe Binky jgk~ :D gatai hg no.. harap2 xujan la arini.. ke da ujan kt lua tu? duk dlm lab ni rase cam duk kat oversea!! (in terms of d coldness la) tp duk oversea pon xsejuk cani.. coz scientifically, bila udara tekepung (e.g.: dlm bilik) kesejukan die lebih berbanding udara kat luar.. in another word, 25degree Celcius in a room colder than 25degree outside.. blaja sains la plak kan? k la.. nak kemas2 brg dlu~

yeay!! it's friday~ :)

i'm very happy coz it's friday~ which means d weekend is coming.. *excited!!* oh! oh! i'm still considering about d pd trip.. nak g ke xnak ek? duit xde.. lgpon, xnak dituduh curang lg.. (erk?!) hurrmmmm.. how? how? y on earth am i repeating my words? btw, it's time for lunch owedi.. so, let me continue later k? may my stomach feel very happy today~ :D

hmmm.. hari ni sy lbh tenang berbanding hari2 yg lps.. neway, thanx 4 d advices peeps.. really appreciate 'em.. sbb ketenangan itulah aku menerima tugasan yg diberi ngan hati yg terbuka.. echewaahhh~ hmmmm.. :-? malas juak mok polah esaimen tok.. tp apakan daya.. ilmu yg diserap perlu diaplikasi.. hahahahahahaha~ =))

oh! btw, arini nak blk~ amek baby kat umah.. lots of assignment+practices to do.. tp cam agk mls sbb kena nek bas.. tp apakan daya.. itu je yg sy mampu.. nak beli MacBook xmampu.. hahahahahaha~ k la.. nak smbg fokus pd penerangan Kelvin.. :)

nama saya rain~ :D

it's raining heavily outside.. makanya tepakse menunggu sehingga hujan berhenti atau reda~ :( hari ini dalam sejarah di mana sy sungguh mengantuk semasa Kelvin memberi penerangan kat depan.. isk... mgkn sbb hujan kot~ :D abes num fon sy dial bg mengurangkan ngantuk..

oh, sy dlm mood yg sgt becampur baur skang ni.. mengantuk+malas+rajin+sakit ati+melayan ego+lack of luv? hahahahahahahaha~ btw, theme song of d day is Cinta Dalam Hati by Ungu.. hahahahahahahaha~ =)) LOL!!~~

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enjoy~ :D maw blk sudah.. nak tdo~~ -_-! zzZzZZz~~

global warming or world war?

i dun care if u wanna think dat u're hot but dun increase d global warming by making people "hot" by simply pointing fingers accusing people do these and that to u! who do u think u r smpai masyarakat sekeliling sebok nak memperkatakan tentang ko+memfitnah ko? huh! kalo artis ke, menteri ke, seronok la gak org nak sebar skandal.. ni muka xde la tahap miss universe, pangai xde la tahap Rasulullah and otak xde la sepandai Einstein smpai org nak bz body psl ko.. menyakitkan ati betol.. pastu nak belagak konon2 wanita lindungan kaabah+berhati suci la? fak yu!! aku xpenah kaco idup ko, ko jgn nak porak porandakan idup aku. aku xsentuh ko pon nasib bek. jgn smpai aku wat ko rase nyesal idup kat muka bumi ni. kalo berani sgt, mehla lawan one-on-one.. setakat nyorok blkg jantan ko tu blhla~ laki tu pon sgt bodo+buta smpai da xtaw nak beza baik buruk.

ok. puas memaki hamun.. people are unpredictable. dun simply pick a fight when u dun dare to bare d consequences.. neway, i do believe in karma. which is today u do good to people, tomorrow people will do something good to u back. n vice versa.. so i did try my best not to hurt people.. (if i did, i'm truly sorry or u just deserve it!~) tapi kalo blh, tlg la jgn semakkan otak aku yg sudah sedia ada semak ni ngan menda2 mepek+ngarut camni.. sgt serabot taw x? to have a healthy body, we need a healthy thoughts+mind and healthy heart plus eat healthy food and practice a healthy lifestyle.. da kalo duk busuk ati kat org, penuh syak wasangka, suka crk psl, mmg la xsehat.. plz dun drag me too into this "sick" situation. it only makes me sick!

another post for d day~

mesti ada yg tetanye2 mengapa aku begitu rajin mengupdate blog+menulis post yg berjela2 kn? well, i'm a fulltime stalker.. but then, here and rite now, i can't go stalking people around.. then d only thing i can do rite now is babbling, babbling and more babbling.. bak kate encik han, pokpekpokpek.. hmmm.. wut 2 say more? oh! today's exercices were cool~ but d only thing dat irritates me is sumone switched on d fan and d fan is rite above my head.. aircond+fan=dry eyes.. which also makes my contact lenses wanna popped out from my eyes!!! arrggghhhh!!~ sgt jahanam! siap kena flu tu.. mengong btol sp2 yg rase pns dlm Lab 8 skang ni.. oh! btw, it's time for me to take a nap owedi.. n munch something b4 dat.. :D well, i am budak DEMOK aite? so eating and sleeping is something that i luv to do everyday~ :D =)) ok.. gtg.. ~~~ so long~~~ :)

1,2,3, .......!

still counting d days.. mengharap cepatlah tamat ini kursus.. i wanna go for a vac!!! last time pegi pd, it was fun!!~ :D but then nothing much to talk about.. sightseeing, eating, more sightseeing, more eating.. (dat's all i guess..) pity me~ :'( but surely for d next trip, i wanna stay at Glory Beach Resort coz d view is awesome!!~ n they have rabbits too~ :) even though me scared to deep water but somehow by seeing the sea, the water, the ocean, the sand, the wave, gives me some sort of calm+comfort feelings that i couldn't imagine.. at 1st i was afraid+scared to stare deep beyond the sea.. but then suddenly it gives me a very colorful and wonderful feelings that i might say some sort it tells me 1000 stories that i could not tell.. hahahahahaha~ sgt bemadah pujangga~ but seriously, u guys should try doing that too.. n u'll know how it feels..

another scenery that could really cheer me up is from up high a mountain (or a hill or any highland could do).. standing on the top of the world and see the sun sets and rises really gives me the goosebumps but still makes me happy.. dekat pantai pon cantik jgk bila matahari terbenam+terbit.. cume keadaan die berbeza.. bila kita tgk dr atas, blh nmpk obviously yg matahari tu cam jatuh or bangkit dr bawah.. mmg sgt santek!!~

next thing i wanna do is sit under a running water (not a pipe water/shower) but under a waterfall or something.. sgt mendebarkan but it feels like the water pushes all ur probs and burden away from u.. huhhhhh~ that time i could breathe in relief.. (+ teinhale beberapa gelen air dlm hidung+mulut~) :D

monday blues. (or everyday blues?)

oh! terasa sgt malas.. kenak? coz it's monday!!! smlm sgt kelam kabut+agak stress.. Nihayah menggesa sy supaya cpt makanya sy sgt kelam kabut+tergesa2 mengemas brg.. as a result, byk brg sy yg keciciran+ketinggalan.. end up with empty stomach, felt uneasy, a bit stress and so forth.. dlm hati mmg berbakul2 makian yg kua.. (dun worry. mmg akan kua) smlm meluahkan rase hati smpai kul 2pagi then tros tdo.. tp sbb sgt pns, mmgla xselesa.. pnt bekalih.. oh! neway, arini anep nk tgk cte robin hood.. nak jooooiiiinnnnn!!!~ tp die g ngan john.. :( sedihnya.. kalo aku sniri nak g mmg tidak la.. xcukup kaki.. lgpon me got no transport.. nak harap abg rapid ah jemput.. tp bkn nak blagak konon2 sgt fragile but i always get heat stroke when i'm here in s.alam.. (even though singgah s.alam jap je anta brg for less than 15mins.) sgt hampeh kan? dat means, i dun belong here..(or wif sumone who stays here?) :D

hmmm.. today is Kelvin's 2nd clz n thank god i'm early today.. (shall i say very early?) but u know old proverb says that early bird catch the worm~ :( iyeeekkkk!! xnak ah cacing.. geli!!~ bgla nasik ke, roti telur ke, karipap ke.. seronok la gk.. haishhh.. siyes lapa.. (O.0) pssstt.. ade sp2 nak dermakan mknn x? derma kilat.. me is damn starving.. cam nak golek2 atas lantai pon ade ni.. sgt kegastrikan!!!~~ :'(

Another post. :D

Pagi tadi pon bgn awl jgk.. Mgkn sbb tdo awl kot.. (+ Nihayah ngamok2 kejot suh anta mak gi Kepong) What am I going to do today? Hmmmm.. Pack my stuff, buy some food, balik Puncak, study.. Oh! What a life! Bila la sy nak bejimba.. Trying to ease the pain and release the tensions inside.. Waaaahh ayat! Hahahahaha~ :D Teringin nak makan Nando's la.. Ada sapa2 tingin nak blanje? ;) Alamak! Kena gi Mydin plak.. Hahahahaha~ Biase la.. Name plak bibik+supir+tukang kebun+baby sitter+sume2 la jawatan yg ade.. :D

tdo.tdo.tdo

jez woke up from a nightmare! kenak nya kol mek sdg mek enak dibuai mimpi tok? trus perasaan ini becampur baur.. sgt sedih~ :( owait.. enough wif all d feelings nonsense..

Oh! Actually I would like to talk about my mum.. Die sgt menggesaku supaya kawen dgn alasan Nihayah (my older sis) is getting married this November.. So ape kena ngena? Cheit! Alasan yg sgt tidak blh diterima.. Die tak taw ke anak die yg ni xlaku pon? Hmmm.. But thank god my dad is on my side.. He suggested that I should continue my study and try to grab a Master.. I agree with him.. Tapi terasa cam malas nak belajar da pon ade.. Haishhh.. :D So, sementara nak abeskan Master and what not, I still have plenty of time to wait for my so called Prince Charming to come with his handsome white horse~ :) Zaman bila tah nak ade camtu.. Huhu~ Umur da masuk 23 tp still berangan cam budak2! Ape? Ingat dak kecik je boleh berangan ke? Patutnya dak kecik la xleh nak berangan nak kawen bagai.. Ape da kecik2 da berangan nak kawen bagai.. Gatai btoi!

sesak nafas.

"u took my heart away.. when my whole world was great.. u gave me everything and a little bit more~ " [u took my heart away by MLTR]


oh! just by looking at ur pic, it makes my heart melt~ :D mish all d moments wif u.. every min and every sec.. mengapa aku berkelakuan sebegini rupa? bgn2 tdo mamai kot.. hahahahahaha~ well, i am unpredictable aite? lapa but on strike so tepaksa menahan nafsu.. sgt mengong kan? nak wat cane.. nak puas kan ati sniri mmg payah.. eh! lupa plak.. tgh nak jemur baju td.. nanti mak bising plak~ brb~ :D

karakter or kerek gile?! (0.o)

According to Dictionary.com, character means the aggregate of features and traits that form the individual nature of some person or thing. I love being surrounded by people with "characters" so that I could learn more from them. However, for those who thought that they have characters but actually they don't who irritates me the most! I respect individual with a character because he/she should be idolized and admired due to their detemination, power of their mental and what not. Tapi bila org tu assume dia ade karakter yg menyebabkan die tak takut ngan sape2 pon, that is sooo going to give u a headache+heartache! (*.*!)

p/s: awak itu sangat kerek hokey?